MiDDLE!

I like middle, such as
middle of the seats, so no stranger will sit beside me n i can put my things on both sides
middle of the set time, means if i cant decide a time frame between 10am to 11am, just make it 10.30am!
middle of the street, forming a circle in the middle of the road or street or walkway with friends and talk
middle of the bed, so i wont fall down n have plenty of space to roll over
middle of the shower, i don like getting in or out of the shower but in the middle of it cause its cold outside!
etc.
however, there's a middle i hate to do n been doing it almost whole my life......
MIDDLE PERSON
I dislike being a middle person between conflicts, or potential conflicts, or whatsoeverwouldyoucallit
its not a good place to be in the middle but sometimes u just cant stop being it when u're the only one able to do it. that's what make it even worst cause u cant just quit. cant stop feeling helplessness (无奈感)