Food I like and MISS!!

I miss these food soooo much~~!!!! yum yum~~!! we went to Newcastle at Kingdom buffet~~ so nice~ nothing beats the delicious food after a long fighting exam period! =P

from morning till NIGHT!

 been cramping from morning till night. oh, my buttock~!it must be flatter now! oh my eyes~! it must 10 times more shortsightedness!!

所谓入乡随俗，但也要保持原则！=）

so called do what the Romans do, but still maintaining your basic principles!
we often think that, since we're in a place of foreigners, we should totally blend in! of course we should blend in. However, don't ever forget where our roots are, our principles, our morals.
right, that's it what i'm gonna say, i just want to shout out that's all. don‘t expect me to write a load full of justice and reasons. just wanna express what i actually want to but can;t at the moment. *phewww* that's way better! =)

it was great to be OUT~

this week have been very busy. uni, assignments, outing, celebrations n stuff. been out almost every night! guess this'll be our last one! too tired! we went out for Malaysian night on 19th Oct. it was great though it's a very foggy day n we were tired. there were food n all. i thought there would be traditional dance! but that was way too out of their range i guess. great food n let's not forget the traditional costumes! i had my baju kurung on. finally had some use bringing it here. the best part was... it was orange! now i'm a real life time walking carrot alright!
the event was surprisingly well done, especially the variety of food they managed to scoop up. some were even brought all the way from Malaysia itself. no regret going there despite the weather alright. Well done guys! 
it was great to see other than Malaysians coming. the locals n people from other parts of the world get to know our culture a little bit better.we invited our multi-national course mates as well. glad they enjoyed it.  the best part of the event was food of course. n the chance to show off our traditional costumes. we even get to sing Rasa sayang! all of these made me feeling home sick... i want durian~~~~~~

I need to START...

right, time to feel the study atmosphere. oh no~~ have lots to do but less of the mood! okok, time to pipe down. no more dramas.... NO! we must study hard n play hard too! they say all work n no play makes jack the dull boy. okok, i know its all my excuses... fine! *flipping through some notes n in the next minute checking out songs list* AAAHHHH!! this cannot be~~~~ study, girl! STUDY!! T____T
all the work load had doubled the year before. presentations, thousands words reports, everyday lectures, dispensing classes, laws, labs~~~ kicked my ass right on the spot: wake up! its no more child's play! uhuhuhuhu T_____T
all right, time to get back to study.... oh no! later need go out at 10pm! nooooo~~~ outside soo cold~~~ i wanna stay in me roooommmm~~~ *never ending rattling*

been out n BACK~

yes, i'm finally back to using this blog. been ignorant for the past few months. no, i've always been an ignorant kind of person, its no wonder no one really does care about me. i'm sorry that i'm like this. i'm born this way, u'll have to cope with me. if u feel my coldness, well yes, i'm losing interest. i have what they say "three minutes heat". that's exactly what describes me. i don't really care about what's happening around me. as long as it doesn't affect me directly. if u know me long enough, i'm guessing u might feel that about me although u might not know it yourself. i know how i really am. i'm ignorant of my surroundings. i can be interested in one thing and then lose the interest about it after sometime. it may be for a really short period of time or it might be for long. well consider as long to me. like for example, even to people, i can be like that. maybe its just me being tired of someone or something that they did, maybe its really its because of what they did... i losing the heat of the topic and then they started to ignore me and forget about me as time goes by. well, to be exact, in this case, i'm just beside them for God's sake... ok, maybe its just because of me losing interest in what u all do n didn't really give a damn of what u say and did not give much reaction. but thats not the first time u all ignore and forget about me... well, this is not the first time, maybe i'll really gt used to all of these eventually after all. maybe i just need some time to myself n hole up a bit n finally feeling bored to the extent that i have interest then maybe i'll react more n then they'll finally notice that I'M ACTUALLY HERE LISTENING TO WHAT U'RE SAYING N DON'T THINK OF ME AS AIR!!

 all right think of the above as a random rant... been a bit moody and down and sensitive these days. maybe its just me being too sensitive. ignore all of the above. well, i am ignorant in the first place. i couldn't care less about how u think of me!

Watashi no KOKORO???

Looks like i forgot about my blog these days. OOPS! no worries! mama is here now. XD

I've become lazy lately.... ok. not only lately, that I admit. but i'm like in the middle of...confusion. It's like AM I IN THE RIGHT PATH?? I know this is a corny question. but that's how life are. U go wondering if u're doing the right thing, are u supposed to be here, is this the right moment, is there anything else that u can do other than this etc. maybe it's because of these confused questions that's been playing in my mind all the time that led me into this state. NO MOTIVATION.AT.ALL. I can't seem to find my goal. WHAT IS MY GOAL, EXACTLY? what is that i really want?? i gave it a thought and came to a conclusion: NO IDEA. I don't know what I want. Maybe it's because i don't know myself well enough. I don't know what my talent is, what can i do, what should i do? well, at the moment i know i need to concentrate on my studies. However that's what been bothering me all these while. I DON'T KNOW IF I'M SUITED FOR THIS PATH. well, this bring me to the first question again. it's a cycle until i found the answer.

Right, this is getting emo.... That's right. I'm still in the journey of finding myself. (yea, i know it's corny, but please bear with it, because this is how i truly feel ><)